And when the heck am I supposed to say any of it? I’m really trying not to exacerbate my insomnia by doing anything online after midnight but I don’t know when to post. Last night I woke at midnight and thought screw it, tmrw’s Saturday, I can (sort of) sleep in (S doesn’t read this [...]

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Part one is here… Of course it took a little while for the anesthesiologist to get there, so we walked some more. Once the anesthesiologist got there, having the epidural was quick and painless. Another doctor broke the water. The medicine took effect. The perinatologist I had been seeing for the entire pregnancy liked to [...]

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I remember asking my mum when I was probably about 9 or 10 years old what having a child was like. She didn’t want to talk about it. I was her first child and she was in a foreign country with little support, she was scared. All I knew about her experience until a few [...]

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